I promised myself when I joined Stardoll less than a year ago that I wouldn't get sucked in, and it seems that it has happened. It wasn't such a long time ago, but I was a naive young woman who had some problems, I began using Stardoll as an escape from my real life. It was the absolute wrong thing to do, I pretended my life was pefect, a designer dream I wore only black and white clothing and I spoke very poshly, it just wasn't me! I was turning into something I detested - a fraud. Slowly I began to break out of my shell into the person I am now, for months now you've seen the real me, but I just feel like Stardoll isn't such a great place anymore.
So MANY people lie about their identities that Stardoll members have just come to accept it. I'm saying this now - it is weird to lie about your gender, age or anything like that. I'm beginning to realise being on a site like this is NOT acceptable. I know what I did was sorta bad (holding back from being myself personality wise) but that doesn't make anything other people do better.
The biggest shock I've had is that people who were my friends don't really want to know me anymore for stupid trivial things that I apparently did.
Stardoll is getting boring for me, I'm eighteen I have more important things I need doing.
I LOVE YOU ALL SO GOD DAMN FUCKING MUCH!
Sorry for swearing.
Anyway on Friday I'm leaving, I've said too much that it is impossible to stay.
My account will be closing on Friday, but if you want the account then contact me, I will be selling it. I spent a lot of money on my account, so whoever wants to have the account to transfer clothes etc has to be able to pay at least three SMS codes. These codes will be donated to my non superstar friends who deserve it.
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Gosh, im going to miss you so much. And i really, truely mean that. You've been such a great friend to me.. and our chats from new york to food always made me smile.
I know that no matter what i say, i can't keep you from leaving.. but please.. don't close your account.. so that maybe sometimes you can check in on us.. even once a year ?
ILYSFM XoX
I love you so much Serena!
:( :( We never believed your life was perfect...none of our lives are. :( I'll miss you sooo much. :( These have been the greatest SD years ever... :( It just won't really be the same without my Serenaxxx... :(
♥♥♥Kimchyy
Stay in touch with me, kay? glossymagazine@yahoo.com
i've read the first paragraph only..
get a fucking shrink.
stardoll is addictive, that's true. as a person who hates being around people, after a long day at work, going on stardoll seemed like the best thing to do.. dressing up my medoll, make it look pretty/ugly, depends on my mood, and sometimes, talk to others, which unlike myspace and similar websites, they aren't on stardoll for virtual sex.
None of our lives are perfect, and that is a big fact.
So many people lie, you're not the 1st.
SD is addictive - I know what you mean.
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